10 june 2008


what's there to say?
i would like to say something, but anything what's clear enough to say is insignificant, so insognificant, that there is no space for it on reflecting area
what do i reflect? do i see what i reflect? do i see anything which is reflected by me?
i see a lot of blurr, blurr is perceived but is blurry enough to not be formulated in language or picture, it's a track, that's the best
what i see reflected is a track of what is & what means
stuff has indeed changed so radical for me, that already the language is a burden because it is a form of a yesterday quality
i do formulate still in this language that we all understand in the manner in which we understand
but this language is an expression, a form, a determination which is violating 'that which is'
'that which is' is a wrong formula for what is at best blurry
i am sure, there are just very few people out there, which could know what i name here now blurr
maybe they see it clearer, although if so that has to be very knew
since i look out constantly if someone has already dig themself through that pile of blurr, so i do not need to work there
i am pretty sure, you the avarage surfer have not the slightest clou what i am bubbling about ... how could you
you come here to read prethought stuff, ready stuff
i do not have much of that, much of formulated results
what i have is badly formulated & started first but not worked out
not really worth the effort to publish it yet
i am waiting for Knol to come out
maybe i would speed more to publish it there then
maybe ...
until then or until i get something more griping
just that something of nothing


01 dec 2007


a complete new direction of my life means a change in structure & content on reflectingarea
so
currently remodelling reflectingarea.com