09 december

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ゴールド免許がない。盗まれたか。
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珍Zさんはダンナサン・オンデマンドですから。
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あ、苦難の助手が私を呼んでいる
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ケイオス社員が投票する「私はヒラサワのこの曲が嫌いだ」かもしれませんぞ。
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曲順といったからといって新譜とは限りませんぞ。ケイオスユニオン年末カラオケ大会@舎人。という可能性も捨ててはいけません。
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あ、曲順の催促メールだ
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LK(誤)→KL(正)（クアラルンプール）
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このセリフは富豪のレスビアンのおばちゃんから聞いた。LK=クアラルンプール。でも行かない。
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「BKKに誰も居なければKLに来てね」←このセリフ、オツ。
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コピー元の部屋が無ければコピーの部屋。当然コピー元の部屋が先に売れるでしょう。どちらも無い！ない！ない！
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考えただけでも寒いBKK。
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買えなかったチケットを持ち、飛ばなかった飛行機に乗り、設計されなかった部屋に、泊まらなかったヒラサワ。来なかった近未来に起こること。
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私は「設計されなかった部屋」と呼んでいる。
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ふふふ。
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設計者が、向かい側の部屋の構図をそのままコピペしただけの部屋。向かい側はドアを開けるとリビング、奥が寝室。したがってそれを向かい側にコピペすると、ドアを開けるといきなり寝室、奥がリビング。
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一方、中心部の定宿のヒラサワ指定部屋はうまっている。ふふふふふ。
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賢者sato-ken情報によれば、私のアジトはまだ水びたし。
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まだ原稿がひとつ残っており、原稿はどこでも書けるのであり、賢者sato-kenはBKKに私をおびき寄せる工作をしており、しかし、チケットは無い！
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そうこうしているうちにミックスは終わり。さて、明日から次！
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しかし、履きなれたスリッパというものは左右が違うと、なんとなくイヤーな感じがするものである。この「なんとなく」の積み重ねが大事。
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まもなく珍Zさんが来るが、スリッパの左右を逆にしておいたので準備OK。
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本日は珍Zさんが来るのは遅いので、これから賢者sato-kenにSkypeする。ふーん、それで？
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ではこれから自動車屋さんに行って１２ヶ月点検の代金を払ってきます。木の葉で。
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正気は狂気である。狂気は正気である。の標語を掲げ、一枚上手を行ってください。
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バランスと正気を保ってください。はい、ごきげんよう。

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hirasawa Susumu Hirasawa 
バランスと正気を保ってください。はい、ごきげんよう。

not directly the answer to my current questions, but still a strengthening of my current direction to the answers i sense

バランスと正気を保ってください。Baransu to shōki o tamotte kudasai. balance & sanity remind yourself to keep.

正気は狂気である。狂気は正気である。Shōki wa kyōkidearu. Kyōki wa shōkidearu. Sanity is a madness. Madness is sanity.

Shōki wa kyōkidearu. Sanity is a madness. to act along what sane is named right now will generate what madness will be named in the future,

Kyōki wa shōkidearu. Madness is sanity. to act along what mad is named right now will generate what sanity will be named in the future.

to act in the present upon a past is a mad action although it may appear sane right now, because it's known & appears therefore to be safe

to act in the present upon a future is a sane action although it may appear mad right now, because it's new & appears therefore to be risky

hirasawa Susumu Hirasawa 
正気は狂気である。狂気は正気である。の標語を掲げ、一枚上手を行ってください。

hirasawa Susumu Hirasawa 
ではこれから自動車屋さんに行って１２ヶ月点検の代金を払ってきます。木の葉で。

it's not a question of guilt, culprit or a starting point & not even a question of cause & effect, it's a question of sequence

it's a question of sequence, of that which has to be done right now io to make a succession possible & therefore to be successful in future

to be successful in future you have of course to know that what you plan to harvest will turn out exactly as you like it without collaterals

but this is completely different sort of question, a question of knowledge of what reality is & how it works & how it doesn't, but illusion

highlight! not every known & traditional is madness for the future as not every new & unknown is sanity for the future

the discerning point is the point of "need & want",

, need is which is the basis, it has to be traditional, it is a sane tradition, that's what Sisyphus is about really

need is made as Sisyphus rolls his stone upwards the hill to make it roll down the hill, it is known & it is asked to be done as ground

want is the future, want is that which will be the future need, the want of now is the need of the future

& because it is that way, that we weave right now what our future will be as a consequence, the following succession within present sequence

that we have to know FOR SURE, how it will turn out, if we do not know it, we will make a future, which may be our hell

if we do not rethink now our actions, we may have merely the chance to regret our actions in the future & no active alternative anymore

it is that way, because an effect has to have its cause, a success has to have its precess, a precess which leads inescapably to its result

of course within a world of fate &

& within a world of a directing higher power outside of our doings, access & ability to direct besides of prayers, belief & hope,

, we are merely leaves 木の葉で。Konoha de. are you a leaf ? 葉 ha ? are you dependend & allowed or are you active & wholly responsible ?

it is not about a "them", it is at any given moment about a "me" about an "us", this is the right unity

the right unity is the me the us unity which is not built upon any exclusion & not upon guilt of others, not even my own guilt

the right unity is built upon my failings or my abilities & doings in my past &

& even more important for my future, for our future the right unity is built upon my failings or my abilities & doings of my of our present

not the failing but the unity directs, the failing is the failing &

& the failing has to be corrected, but it cannot if i am concerned more with guilt & culprits &

& that i would like to be innocent & of course that others, someone else than me has to be guilty & has to be punished,

, yes, how the unity works contradicts what we know as normality right now although it's known in some other places under some other names

eg. the name of "forgiveness", unfortunately io to forgive someone has to be guilty first & someone has to be innocent too,

, but what is to forgive if there is no guilt ?

act now & generate a present which you want to have as a basis of a past in your future

are you sane now then act for a future, which isn't now & wasn't in the past, but you know that it will be inevitable in the future

TheEconomist The Economist 
The world dodged a second Depression by avoiding the mistakes that led to the first. There are more lessons to learn econ.st/v22SnI

"Some say tightening need not hurt." but you can complain on a high level of comfort too, in which reality are you living ?

Whether you can observe a thing or not depends on the theory which you use. It is the theory which decides what can be observed. / Einstein

additional there is the problem of the interpretation of the findings, the interpretation depends also on the theory used

you will of course encounter none of such thoughts seriously if your theory is that there is no theory but truth,

, along the truth it has to be some other explanation that some people see & define things different to you

along the theory of theories the findings & interpreatations are dependend on the theory, but truth is not a theory as we all know

& therefore Einstein's sentence about theories & observations is not a theory but truth -

- people usually quit at that point here with the excuse of paradoxity of the matter & this move is also accorded with truth

we live in a space of truth & we cling to truth, our argument is the lie on the other side of the scale, but there is also responsibility

maybe the most of us do the job of recording & reproducing & nothing beyond, there's no instruction what to do if not to record & reproduce

a combination of ingredients, which produces significant different result, not dramatic as life & death but still grave as success & failure

the tryout to shock by the infringment of the own barriers, unfortunately one reveals so much about those barriers, it gets embarrassing

[wikipedia] to realise that the Earth goes around the sun and not the reverse - yet another truth or is it a theory & what if it's reality ?

... in which reality are you living ?

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reflectingarea Ra 
... in which reality are you living ?
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reflectingarea Ra 
[wikipedia] to realise that the Earth goes around the sun and not the reverse - yet another truth or is it a theory & what if it's reality ?
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
the tryout to shock by the infringment of the own barriers, unfortunately one reveals so much about those barriers, it gets embarrassing
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
a combination of ingredients, which produces significant different result, not dramatic as life & death but still grave as success & failure
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
maybe the most of us do the job of recording & reproducing & nothing beyond, there's no instruction what to do if not to record & reproduce
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
we live in a space of truth & we cling to truth, our argument is the lie on the other side of the scale, but there is also responsibility
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
- people usually quit at that point here with the excuse of paradoxity of the matter & this move is also accorded with truth
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
& therefore Einstein's sentence about theories & observations is not a theory but truth -
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
along the theory of theories the findings & interpreatations are dependend on the theory, but truth is not a theory as we all know
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
, along the truth it has to be some other explanation that some people see & define things different to you
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
you will of course encounter none of such thoughts seriously if your theory is that there is no theory but truth,
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
additional there is the problem of the interpretation of the findings, the interpretation depends also on the theory used
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
Whether you can observe a thing or not depends on the theory which you use. It is the theory which decides what can be observed. / Einstein
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
"Some say tightening need not hurt." but you can complain on a high level of comfort too, in which reality are you living ?
9 Dec 

TheEconomist The Economist 
The world dodged a second Depression by avoiding the mistakes that led to the first. There are more lessons to learn econ.st/v22SnI
9 Dec 
Retweeted by reflectingarea

reflectingarea Ra 
are you sane now then act for a future, which isn't now & wasn't in the past, but you know that it will be inevitable in the future
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
act now & generate a present which you want to have as a basis of a past in your future
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
, but what is to forgive if there is no guilt ?
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
eg. the name of "forgiveness", unfortunately io to forgive someone has to be guilty first & someone has to be innocent too,
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
, yes, how the unity works contradicts what we know as normality right now although it's known in some other places under some other names
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
& that i would like to be innocent & of course that others, someone else than me has to be guilty & has to be punished,
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
& the failing has to be corrected, but it cannot if i am concerned more with guilt & culprits &
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
not the failing but the unity directs, the failing is the failing &
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
& even more important for my future, for our future the right unity is built upon my failings or my abilities & doings of my of our present
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
the right unity is built upon my failings or my abilities & doings in my past &
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
the right unity is the me the us unity which is not built upon any exclusion & not upon guilt of others, not even my own guilt
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
it is not about a "them", it is at any given moment about a "me" about an "us", this is the right unity
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
, we are merely leaves 木の葉で。Konoha de. are you a leaf ? 葉 ha ? are you dependend & allowed or are you active & wholly responsible ?
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
& within a world of a directing higher power outside of our doings, access & ability to direct besides of prayers, belief & hope,
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
of course within a world of fate &
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
it is that way, because an effect has to have its cause, a success has to have its precess, a precess which leads inescapably to its result
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
if we do not rethink now our actions, we may have merely the chance to regret our actions in the future & no active alternative anymore
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
that we have to know FOR SURE, how it will turn out, if we do not know it, we will make a future, which may be our hell
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
& because it is that way, that we weave right now what our future will be as a consequence, the following succession within present sequence
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
want is the future, want is that which will be the future need, the want of now is the need of the future
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
need is made as Sisyphus rolls his stone upwards the hill to make it roll down the hill, it is known & it is asked to be done as ground
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
, need is which is the basis, it has to be traditional, it is a sane tradition, that's what Sisyphus is about really
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
the discerning point is the point of "need & want",
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
highlight! not every known & traditional is madness for the future as not every new & unknown is sanity for the future
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
but this is completely different sort of question, a question of knowledge of what reality is & how it works & how it doesn't, but illusion
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
to be successful in future you have of course to know that what you plan to harvest will turn out exactly as you like it without collaterals
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
it's a question of sequence, of that which has to be done right now io to make a succession possible & therefore to be successful in future
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
it's not a question of guilt, culprit or a starting point & not even a question of cause & effect, it's a question of sequence
9 Dec 

hirasawa Susumu Hirasawa 
ではこれから自動車屋さんに行って１２ヶ月点検の代金を払ってきます。木の葉で。
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hirasawa Susumu Hirasawa 
正気は狂気である。狂気は正気である。の標語を掲げ、一枚上手を行ってください。
9 Dec 
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reflectingarea Ra 
to act in the present upon a future is a sane action although it may appear mad right now, because it's new & appears therefore to be risky
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
to act in the present upon a past is a mad action although it may appear sane right now, because it's known & appears therefore to be safe
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
Kyōki wa shōkidearu. Madness is sanity. to act along what mad is named right now will generate what sanity will be named in the future.
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
Shōki wa kyōkidearu. Sanity is a madness. to act along what sane is named right now will generate what madness will be named in the future,
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
正気は狂気である。狂気は正気である。Shōki wa kyōkidearu. Kyōki wa shōkidearu. Sanity is a madness. Madness is sanity.
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
バランスと正気を保ってください。Baransu to shōki o tamotte kudasai. balance & sanity remind yourself to keep.
9 Dec 

reflectingarea Ra 
not directly the answer to my current questions, but still a strengthening of my current direction to the answers i sense
9 Dec 

hirasawa Susumu Hirasawa 
バランスと正気を保ってください。はい、ごきげんよう。
9 Dec 
Retweeted by reflectingarea

reflectingarea Ra 
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9 Dec